recently i accidentally chanced upon a blog. and i think im knowing too much that i ought to know. i just dont understand the protagonist. all the life revolves ard relationships, bad experiences and all cursings. is life really that terrible?

i really see the protagonist in a different light now. i used to put protagonist high up in my friend's list. i will give priority. but after a few incidences which pangseh-ism sets in, i dont feel respected and feel taken for granted so i drop the status. funny thing is that protagonist also doesnt like last min informing u of smth kinda system yet protagonist does this to me. so im really disappointed with the standards. im still angry over last wk's incident. even though i see protagonist online while appearing offline, i cant bear to go online and initiate an enthusiastic conversation just like before. because i cant bring myself to forgive protagonist after repeated disappointments. i seriously dont know whats gg on in the mind.

maybe i shld not have read the blog. im seeing things from a negative perspective now.im sorry for intriguing into the privacy. but curiosity really killed the cat.