ive lost the momentum to study. everything going on at a very slow speed and i dont think i absorb alot from it. sigh. worried and stressed.

after hearing what my tuition teacher said abt the importance of cca, im beginning to get frantic. HOW HOW? im completely a lazy pig now, having rest for so long i no longer want to move my butt to go for ccas! even though alot of pple says that cca is not counted now and that they dont consider it first above academic jus like how they did for pri and sec sch levels, its actually better to be safe than sorry. but i seriously cant find a cca which can make me look forward to practices or sessions. why endure the torture? im just afraid that no employer wants to choose me in future.
how now? so many problems to wrestle with. and my tuition teacher scared me jus now with GP grades. it seems so easy to obtain 3As but yet so difficult.

no i dont want those holidays. they are more torturing than school days.