i think im greying soon. i keep forgetting things.. like my daily schedules and stuff. i can even forget things tat were told to me 10 min ago. i can nv rmb my schedules okay.. not that there are alot of things to rmb but i think i jus inherited the old-pple-forgetful-illness. as a result i feel so bad for changing appointments many times. sigh.

oh ya. two nights ago, which is the night b4 i was supposed to go clementi, i dreamt of wj! its my 2nd time only. i dreamt that i was sitting really close to him and leaning on him okay! for i dunno wad reason. i cant rmb exactly. but he allowed me to lean on him as he had no rxn and i only noe that i was grinnng to myself and enjoying every moment of it as if its real. BUT afterall its only a dream. how i wish it can be real! According to shar's theory, dreams are opposite so it will nv happen! i refused to accept her theory then! NONO!! it can be true! okay according to my theory, dreams do happen. have faith in myself.