why suddenly sem2 is so overloaded with so many projects and activities and events? 4 projects. not a single one done. and all modules have so many new concepts so learn. and i haven had the time to master on one, i am thrown another topic.
initially i thought german 2 was a killer. but now i find it manageable already. instead, my main biz mods are killing me softly.
and funnily this sem is busier than last sem but im more involved in bizcom activities. which make me even busier.
and in the midst of all this busyness and projects and stuff, i still have yet to settle the wedding dress. and i need to get it done in a mth's time. no time to go town. even if i had, town is reaaallly boring with nothing to buy. sighs.

i had experienced the "no time" feeling and it really burns me out. i finally understand what ah yee meant when she said she is so busy in office she had no time to go to the toilet. i thought it was quite exaggerating initally.

and i detest legal bsp1004B to the core. and legal makes me feel stupid and that my english is very bad. had legal discussion ytd from 4-6pm and it was end of a whole day of lesson in sch which started at 9am. by then we were all brain dead. went german at 6pm. i had a massive headache. and didnt had time to eat dinner. but didnt feel hungry anw. went home with a heavy head and still didnt feel like eating and slept very early. it's all legals fault.

oh and i bought this japaness pizza thing in bschool prepared by a M. and my gosh her attitude sucks. there is a reason why they are still being discriminated and prejudiced.
i was taking money out to pay her and while doing so she added mayo to my food. after she started adding mayo to my food did i see her doing that, so i quickly tell her i dont want mayo. then she said in a very pek cek way "but you never say you dont want mayo". at that instance i felt like kicking her butt away. how wld i noe that she will put mayo in the first place. she didnt even ask me if i wanted it! then she insisted on giving me the same one. she didnt want to change a new one for me. fine. whatever. anw pls do not buy the jap pizza thing from bschool. it is so untasty and artificial. i threw it all away although i dont like to waste food.

to further add on why M are stupid, de and shar went zouk and ordered through the same guy. and he messed up their orders again during the 1-for-1 session. but i think that time when all of us went zouk and he messed up our orders the first time was worse. cos we really ordered alot and plus 1-for-1, our orders became double thanks to him. they never learn their lesson. no wonder they can never progress in society. of cos this is in general about them. but i have yet to come across one who is indeed an exception.

shooting off my mouth, without thinking about what i am saying, whether it affects or causes any emotional hurt to the people ard me. im beginning to feel like a failure. and im also beginning to feel that im not loved by the pple ard me. i need my friends and family. i need more interaction with them. this is another emo day for me....