finally exams are over! pheew. but what's the use of having freedom when you know you will die later? but anw, nothing will stop me from enjoying my much deserved freedom after 3 mths of school!

today went bugis village. it was a disappointment. walk only 3 hrs and im tired! my stamina has dropped tremendously.

me and my friends, we were just talking abt life now and stuff. gosh. as we grow older, we worry more and more. especially school, bidding, timetable, blah blah this and that. even though its after exams, but it just doesnt feel great. it is incomparable to the after Alevel effect or after jc1 final exams. somehow. i dunno why.

because you know sem will start in a months time. nothing to be joyful about. and it's because in jc, everyone is working towards that goal of gg to uni. and now that we're in uni, it's like trapping in an endless cycle, not being able to study finish, everyone is so damn bloody smart and hardworking, you cannot afford to lag behind. and after uni, its work. oh my. i dont want to graduate to the workforce.

can u imagine, in 3 yrs, i will start working and depend on myself for my expenses? being independent, and busy and perhaps having no life after i start working.

argh u see. im worrying again. just too many things to think about. that causes me to sometimes not be able to sleep at night.

the adult world is so complex and so mind-goggling. im feeling less happy now, at this age.
bottom line is: im feeling emo now. sigh sigh sigh.

my cap is just gona go so low. how to be motivated to do well for the rest of the sems? :/