gosh. i had a very bad dream this morn. i think i dreamt from last night the moment i plonked on my bed all the way to this morn.

i dreamt i was kidnapped by my colleagues ( and they are from 2 different companies i worked for i dont know why they know each other in my dream ).i was kept in this prison cell for many many days like the korean hostages in taliban, with some other grisly looking people as well. and i saw one of my og mates in the cell too! haha.

and the captors are quite dumb ( in my dream i mean! no offence! ) cos when they open the door to push new captees in, they never lock it back and even escort the captees all the way in to the cell, so i ran out on my first attempt. and no matter how hard or fast i try to run, its damn slow-mo and i cant get away fast. and when i got out of the building, its in town, at cinileisure area and its a building in town i always dreamt about but never existed in real life. i ever dreamt i sat bus there before. ohmans i feel creepy now. dreaming about the same thing?

i really wonder how do dreams work. im curious. is it like the bfg blowng bottles of dreams into people's bedroom every night?

anw, my prison cell is amidst other hotel rooms. and i met my cpf friend there who lives in that hotel and she rescued me but opening this drawing and took out this plastic glow in the dark harmless kinda sword/dagger. and i also dont know why in the end one of my colleague (whom i actually just met up recently ) agreed to free me on accord of our friendship. haha. too many things happen to elaborate.

anw im curious why do i always run so slowly in my dream at the most crucial moment? its almost like running on the spot.

i think im either stressed or tired.

today decided to give amoy a miss. gona recuperate at home and like what worm said, im gona appreciate nature at my hm. haha. she loves to talk abt my hse jungle. life need to slow down a little.

ever since sch start, life is eventful. suddenly influx of activities, when i was so damn free when i wasnt working b4 sch started. so extreme. i dont exactly know where are my limits now, when not to go overboard. next wk gg haji lane twice okay. i cant believe im doing this thing if we're really gg on fri.

german class was bad for me. somehow i cant catch any ball. perhaps its cos i have a 6 hr lect b4 tat? i hope thats not an excuse. one thing gets in and another gets out of my head. i still haven figure out why did i choose german instead of french? maybe its fated, or my future bf will be a german? haha! im trying to change my mindset abt this program now, that i can cope with it. but the truth: im still not convinced by myself.