this is gona be a random entry. so many things up in my mind i need to offload regarding different issues.

i really dont know how long i can hang on to my job. i still have 8 more working days to go! im really counting down. if its not for the money, i wldnt have been working now actually. its not that its high pay or wad. but i need money to come in so i have money to spend now.

everyday getting scolded by customers for no damn reason. especially the nederlands one on friday. i so cant stand her. the more i think about it, the more frustrated i get. because i regretted for not shooting her back. she is really ridiculous. im not gg to care anymore. if i meet such pple in the next wk or so, im just gg to lose my cool and stand up for myself. they think that we, the people serving them are good to be bullied. I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!! ARGH!

pray and pray and pray that i can end work by next sat. it will definitely be an experience. an experience to teach me never to take up such jobs ever again.

work is really draining out my energy. i never like working on sat. but i am doing so now. waking up early 6 days a week?! argh... okay i shall stop complaining. i just need to vent my frustration. its my responsibiity since i took up this job.

i dont know why these few nights, i have been thinking about the things which i regretted not buying in hk. and it geks me more. haha. especially the espirit sweater!!! its so vivid in my mind. and also the birkens from walkerman. i have the sudden urge to fly there right away to get that sweater. im gona go there next yr to get that sweater! urgh! what was i thinking at that time mans.

school's gona start soon. i have mix feelings. im really afraid i cant catch up in class. the econs part. its all LC that low class fault. made half of my class lose interest in econs. im only excited abt ccas and discovering the nice food there! haha.

i now have the sudden urge to cut my hair short. but i just trim my hair last sun. and its like as if i haven cut it yet. haha. okay u may say im wasting my money. everytime when my hair gets messy, i go to the hairdresser. at the hairdresser place, my hair decides to be extremely good. and no bad hair day anymore. even the hairdresser said so.

next week i foresee im so gona die at work. 3 experience staff left. im left at the counter to handle all the problematic customers. cnfm get scolded by at least one customer per day. wa lao. think about it damn sian. dont feel like working anymore!!!

i want to fly to hk right now!!