im so bothered. what's so good about dragon babies? i feel so yuan wang okay. totaly sucks. the competition for limited places in schools all our lives. i got cheated to study so hard. disappointment after disappointment. all those unnecessary stress. ARGH. i made the wrong decision. will i ruin my future? i will be the silliest person on earth.

why is it like that? why do adults(those 20 and above) like to pang seh pple? somehow they dont seem to treat everything seriously and sincerely. all talk and no action. is it as we age, the art of pangseh-ism tends to take an upward trend? and there are pple who hates pple who pangseh them and yet pang seh others. seriosuly dont understand them. i find it so hard to maintain a normal relationship with these pple. its really tiring.

the only thing im optimistic now is that i feel my life is taking upwards. more stuff coming up. i enjoy being busy. recently boook my driving test. its on children's day! maybe if i act cute that day i will pass! haha! LAME... i hope im not wasting my youth away.