im so depressed now. no one or rather nothing seemed to make my day today. this holiday is giving me alot of headache. changing of tuitions..making up for them, finding a free day to make up, those money problems, i dunno what my teacher is thinking, cant afford to leave a bad name....

no im not saying that holidays are a headache. but im implying that tuitions are sucky and irritating. they always dont go my way. the adult world is so complex and filled with money-motives. i dont want to step into it. i want to continue living in the little-worry children world. i dont mind being a child again. who minds? i owe teachers never-ending hw. i wonder how am i gg to go about doing them.

im so stressed for all my tuition and subjects. suddenly everyone comes and tell me i have to do well, if not i waste 2 yrs, alot of time and money, the consequences, all those shit which i dont want to hear. and when i told them not to stress me out they say its reality and crap. sucks man. i hate this. i should have just studied tourism course in poly 2 yrs ago. if only... no use thinking back either. im just so angry with myself. for choosing the safe path which i never like.

im just in a bad mood now. maybe because i slept 4 hrs last nite? whatever. it doesnt matter.. i just hope everything will past quickly and i want to get out of tuition and school.