recently i keep arguing with my sister. those healthy and unhealthy ones.
i love to argue with her. cos i get a chance to say whatever i have to say about her, plus making use of pang's skills (pang=gp) to argue for victory. and i like the feeling of satisfaction when i have won an argument. so shiok la. and usually my mum sides me so i have an additional advantage. heeh.

i feel that Lady luck is not on my side in this period of time. everything just didnt go my way. i mean studies, social, economical, blah blah.

im on the verge of giving up on chem alr. i feel like there's no hope. plus so many more new chapters to burden me further. tutorial qns i only got 5 correct. and thats like maybe 1-5%. i really feel very stupid after doing that. and my tuition teacher also gave me a lecture to wake me up. he even said that i had wasted the past 6mths of tuition with him and i had no hope of getting my A in the exam. the most is a B. and thats not very encouraging. im so discouraged now. plus i just dont get those chem concepts. wah.. i swear im not taking science in the next part of my life anymore. it kills.