what's wrong with mon blues man. today had 8 hrs ++ pf tuition. please salute me. im like brain dead before chem already. i hate tuitions. they suck the shit out of me. they make me feel stupid and demoralised. i wanted to cry already because i dunno what the teacher is talking about. 8 more mths to freedom or funeral. i decide. do or die. no la. dun worry i wont kill myself. i still have alot of things to do.

this is one of the worst holidays i ever have. stupid schedules. what is holiday mans? according to the dictionary its a period of rest or relaxation. but look what i have to do? this is so unreasonable. school term = normal work. holidays = more work. whatever it is, there is no rest. i shall jus study until i dissolve into the atmosphere.
im just very pissed.