"simmer yourself down" somehow im very amused by this phrase. it feels like im some pau to be cooked in a steamer.

this wk i have committed alot of sins. some not really sins, but anw jus smth bad. and i kinda feel very guilty abt it. perhaps this yr, the dragon has clashed with the zodiac character too greatly. its my declining period. argh.

and so i fell down on mon. and went for acupuncture treatment on tue. they inserted at least 4 needles in my foot. i cant rmb which was more painful - the fall or the needles. cos both were too painful that the extent of painness was no longer significant to me anymore. the fall was really terrible. and so was the needles. im afraid of needles too, mind you. so when i had to go back for treatment on thur, i was really scared they wld use the needles on me agn. and thur during treatment, i discovered 2 super huge blue-blacks on my foot! ive seriously nv seen such big blueblacks in my life before. oh and the pple at the clinic are an entertaining bunch.

after mths of criticism, i am beginning to accept APGP as who he is. cos he is very comical these few days. and my perception of him has changed. he always amuses me with his weird looking actions. so i dun mind him as a teacher.

i hope i recover by sun. i really wana go out with balls. * pray pray pray *