yes i so agree with mel and shirin. so many things have happened this mth alone. ytd went out with mel, shirin, leanne and bk. and their perceptions have really shed some light on me and set me thinking abt some issues. what is becoming of pple now? the world is indeed complicated.
sometimes i feel that i understand you. but sometimes i feel that i dunno alot of things abt you. its no longer the innocent and gullible days in primary school where matters were of a much smaller scale that u can choose to ignore. anw..enough of that.

ytd, cny year spurred some emotional moments for me. especially during the concert. the first item : the concert band's performance. i jus so miss band soo much even though i used to hate band like anything in cedar. its just the bond somehow that was built over the four years. i swear i hate band like anything in cedar. cos i dun like those practices, the scoldings from Sir, and those discipline they enforced on us. but after you leave band, u will still feel attached to band and this sense of identity is smth which you cant erase. and when the band performed ytd, many memories came flooding back. it was just so emotional and all and even though i didnt noe the band pple ( generally, not referring to those from my class ) and i didnt join the sa band, i jus felt the camaraderie and friendship between the band members. i had the sudden urge to join band again. and shirin and leanne all had similar reactions with me. that is we all missed band. im so glad i joined band in cedar actually. i have learnt quite alot from it. during the performances i jus tot of my friends in band, the stuff that we do, how we flip coins in the classrm to pon band pracs.. its jus a feeling no one can exactly comprehend unless you have been through it yourself.

im happy with my life now. =)