today is like the end of 2005. everything is so fast. i dun want to welcome 2006! i foresee a terrible yr ahead. and 2005 has brought many problems for me. be it small or big. and i have learnt quite alot from them.

tis yr i get to noe alot of diff grps of pple. like its jus different from girl's sch. the pple in jc is quite commercial compared to sec sch. hmms i dunno how to say it. some says that jc friends are jus there to have fun only and are not friends that will walk together with you through the ups and downs. yea.. i agree. but there are also those that will really go through every moment of your life together with you..those hardships and stuff. yepp. and im glad to have the growlers and the class cos they really bring joy and laughter to my life. and of cos not forgetting my family. family coupled with close friends are the most impt pple in my life. and this includes we the cousins..the BALLS! we balls have indeed enjoyed many gatherings and parties and outings together that we have bonded so strongly that no one is gona break it. no one.

im jus plagued by this dumb problem here. by a cheapo dumbo elephant. creating so much trouble everywhere. wearing a fake mask and being so fake u liar. i jus dun wish to see you. are you feeling guilty? if you are, then it must be you.

i jus hope that 2006 will be cleared of all the problems and jus let me peacefully take my a levels and jus forget it.