hais. back from msia. it wasnt a very enjoyable trip though. cos we spend half our energy complaining and critisicing the pple there and the way they do things. it wasnt a very good start when de's car broke down even b4 crossing the customs. and we only went there for 3 days. i dunno if its a good or bad thing. but after coming back from msia, i am able to compare and i found that thailand is a much nicer place to go to afterall. im gg to go thai next yr after my a levels. everything is much cheaper, FASTER and cleaner. and i gained 1 kg after coming back from msia bcos they cook their food with oil like its free. unlike thai which i didnt gain any weight. and coming back hm everything is so sian agn. i dun like this routine way of life. and sch is gona start soon. im not prepared for its re-open. and there's alot of things to worry and stress abt next yr. i jus cant wait for a levels to hurry end which is 1 yr ltr and i can enjoy myself thoroughly with no more tuitions and holi hw and i can go thailand! but tis one yr is gona take so long to end. i can sense it. luckily jc is only 2 yrs if not i wld not have survived.

here im dreading to go sch and de's is like so excited to go back sch for i duno wad reason. she's mad. sch next yr will nv be the same. there's no air-con. i rather have air-con in an old building cos the weather is so hot. and there'l be 3 of us balls in sa. i dunno how it'll turn out like. it shld be fun la. actually come to think of it, time really passes so fast. last time it feels so rightful that luke and melly shld be in jc and the rest of us shld be in sec sch. and now almost all of us are in jc and many have even graduated. only like 4 pple haven been to jc. and 4 have graduated. and 3 are in it. and next yr the 3 who are supposed to be in jc are all in sa. ohya and when we were in KL the 3 of us were like ambassaders of sa cos we each brought smth which had the sa logo on it.

and during the msia trip, i had this thing in my right eye which is causing the pain when i squeeze close my eyes. its not visible in the mirror but i feel a small lump at the tip of my eye. i dun want any operation! im scared of needles. its so painful and its not gg away. see! i shldnt have gone there. sigh.

im not really looking forward to xmas. i haven gotten any presents yet. i've run out of ideas of wad to buy. and i dun wana go sch. i dun mind leading this aimless life of mine as long as i dun have to go sch. i need some motivation. if wj were to appear right in front of me now..